no words… April 20, 2009
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having one of those overcast, dreary kind of days – probably because that’s exactly what it looks like outside. though, i am pretty glad that it is no longer frigid. it’s one of those days that you wish you could stay underneath the blanket reading a really good book, eating a bowl of popcorn. this all sounds really good except i have a mess of papers calling my name. ugh
anyhoo, as i move into a different chapter of my life, i’ve had to have some “it’s not good-bye but it’s see you around” kind of phone conversations. a good number of the conversations have gone well and i have felt the support and friendship. but then there are the conversations that left me exhausted and extremely frustrated. those were the hard ones. ugh
anyhoo, here i sit, tired of making phone calls, tired of researching online and just plain ol’ tired. right now is when a nice little packet of peeps would do me good. we all know how i like hanging with my peeps (you know, the total colored sugar covered marshmallow candy…yummmmm)!
i think i’ll turn in early tonight because by the end of this day, i will have no more words. just a big deep sigh and a readiness to get on with things. come what may. i’m ready. i think:)
ch-ch-ch-changes… June 25, 2008
Posted by jonesgurl in all about change, all about me.Tags: changes, life
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long time no writing here. i’m back and lots of changes happening. today is my burfday!!! and today is my last day to be in a staff meeting with these folks . i’m changing lots of things, 1) i can actually say my age out loud…(i’m assuming that i don’t look quite my age). i see no signs of crows feet, wrinkles or creases. yay!!! 2) i’m stepping down from my position as worship arts director at church and it’s been a wild ride. 3) my little boobear is turning 5 soon! i did not realize 5 was such a big birthday until we got to the 30 day countdown. i feel like i’m scrambling to hang on to my little baby boy as he turns into a full out testosterone filled 24/7 ball of energy big boy.
nevertheless, this time in life will be no more than another wild ride. i’m looking forward to whatever this interesting life has to offer…again.
it’s been an interesting day thus far. i’m a pretty intuitive person and all the things that i’m feeling, noticing, witnessing and that God is showing me….i’m growing more to accept people for who they are and dismiss things that i can’t control about life, other people or me. i would say that i can sum up these past two years as growth that sometimes even surprises me. yay!!!
anyhoo, my tummy is a little achy from burfday cake…but it was really good cake. i’m gonna call it a night with an ice cold tall one of my favorites…sobe green tea (cuz i live a hard life…teehee) and chill.
as i look at the time on my post it says 1:07 am. yeah, i don’t think so. i’ve gotta fix that. does anyone know how?
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